Saturday, 11 July 2015

Time reveals all the secrets


There was a time when I had ample of curiosities, queries and confusions in my muddled mind. The only difference of the present day from then is, that I have reached a much higher level of skepticism with more doubts and suspicions.
Nonetheless, the answers of past mysteries are being acknowledged as I take a step forth in being more mature as it is rightly said, "There are no secrets that time does not reveal".

When I stepped into engineering, I had no idea what was coming my way. One year passed and I was still clueless. It was when I took the 6 week C language learning programme when I actually discerned that I could make the things work. I won't hesitate telling that 4 years earlier, I didn't even understand what operating systems were meant to do. Android, Windows, Linux or Mac, all were the same to me. I had no clue how my calculator was a genius, how this bar-code reader instantly computes the price of commodity  just by giving it a glance, how does this Google tracks anything and everything I type, even the things that were like the smallest mosquitoes at the corners that can't even be reached by mortein were knocked by Google. :D

Speaking of the past, I remember how faint-hearted and fearful I was. I was afraid of the dentists, needles, lizards, cockroaches and growing up. I never wanted to become an adult to face responsibilities and live an independent life. But time prepared me and made me comprehend the fact that growing up is natural and can be beautiful if you love yourself the way you are.

When I was a child, I never thought of getting separated from a loved one, when I did, I started fearing of losing anyone associated with me, that "anyone" was literally any person who even held a tiny little memory of mine.
It was my biggest fear but with the time, I've seen many people going away from me, some temporarily, some permanently, some physically, some emotionally. It did break my heart every time but made me strong enough to face and endure such hardships in future.

When I see at the past, I can note the difference, a positive one. A quiet, spiritless girl can now live and travel independently on her own. Also, now I know that certain things are meant to be, we can't change it rather we should learn to deal with it while there are also the ones that are made by our own choices and comfort level. 

With the passage of time, I've learned different aspects of life, I've evolved as a daughter, as a friend, as a programmer, as a woman and as a person. But there are still plentiful of things I'm unaware of and I hope they get resolved with time. Cheers! :)


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10 comments:
  1. A straight from the heart post :)
    All we need is to love and embrace ourselves so that we can enjoy the journey called life. And I am still afraid of lizards!

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    1. Yes dear, you're right. And we all are afraid of something or the other, that's natural :)
      Many Thanks for reading. Hugs. :)

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  2. Time does make one learn many things...my sister never wanted to leave home town (Ambala) and after MCA became a lecturer there itself though she got a lucrative offer from an MNC (she turned it down). But i let her do the same since sometimes you can't teach anybody...they learn from experience. Soon she found her growth had stagnated.

    Then she started preparing for Bank Exams (Probationary Officers etc). She finally cleared it this year and just underwent training in Delhi...guess what, she loved here stay out of her comfort zone.

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    1. I glad to hear about that, thanks for sharing this wonderful experience of your sister. And you're right, sometimes we should the let experience teach you. Best wishes to you and your sister :)

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  3. time does change lot of things :) it was nice reading :)

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    1. Thanks a lot :) It's nice to see you here

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  4. It was a great read Deeshani! :) Loved it..heartwarming indeed!

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    1. Thank you so much dear, glad to know that. :)

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